Trapped?

Are we really free ...Free to a certain extent.

Traped

Inside house walls

Trapped

In a school, there is a campus you cant leave same with work

Trapped

Outside, there is a city border you may cross but then you cant leave the country freely

Trapped

Free when?

I have truly only felt free once

But was I?

Wild animal the edge of the world is there border

Or is it?

Will the world ever be free

i want to disappear in the air no one to remember me my name

i want the feeling of the time i had the window down driving to Alamosa going though little towns knowing i was miles away from friends school and drama no service on my phone no one to judge me... afternoon nothing to look at but mountains bushes and a few off and on birds the radio off and a CD in instead singing wreak of the day by Anna nalike

I don't know why i remember that so well but i was free

so stress free

when the first time in my life i think i was relaxed

crazy i know you think about it and you may think that i am stupid to feel free only once in my life and the moment i do its that story

maybe its because i was going to see my great grandparents

maybe its because i wast thinking of anything

maybe i really had nothing to think about

but the thing is that the feeling was only going to Alamosa not on the way back and i don't know why but that was the best feeling in the whole entire world

I want to escape and go back more then i have ever want anything. I want to stop next time and lay down in the grass. Where no one is around and there is a breeze brushing my skin as i lay in a bed of grass

I don't know why but that is what i want

that is where i want too be

the moment the free

the thing trapped was nothing.