There is nothing like Living life

The easiest thing in life is to breath
inhale exhale
how does the world not run out of air
Countryside so clear so beautiful
The feal of the city is stuffy
Were slowly slowly killing the world
When its going to end its going to be because of us
So can we just leave it all behind and take one second and to look at the sky on the country side and see more then a million stars sparkling in the sky and at that moment the easiest thing to do is breath your not looking at anyone so your not judging how they look or how they act your looking at the stars as your eyes glaze with the water that has come to them not only is it so beautiful as you look at it but then your eyes sparkle too reflecting the meaning of life.
You have alot to smile about smile so you live longer smile because your beautiful smile because your healthy smile because it will make everything hurt less its the cure to life.
Evey thing is beautiful have you taken a single stroll in a couple of days?
not between buildings or houses or parks
But on the crust of the world and not on cement?
Look at god creations do you see the bright purple flower?
Now look closer as you wonder how did this get here?
ya sure it started as a seed but where did the seed come from?
another flower a bumble bee?
Well where did that bumble bee or other flower come from?
Look towards the heavens and just wonder whats up there now?
More purple flowers
A whole gate of purple flowers so perfect the golden gate filled with them and wrapped in vines secrets lie behind it of how this marvelous Creator has come to earth
The greatest creation is the creator
Now sit not on a bench not on a chair or table but sit in the wild grass that lies beneath your bare feet and take it all in and smile show the beauty the features that god has put into your face among that purple flower and the grass your sitting on.
Now do the easiest thing you can think of breath
Now smile because of all that you have just taken in to your heart the room you have just squeezes in and live.
Because there is nothing like living life.

The secreat locket

Opening the locket
Its sat there forever but today i learn to appraciate the little things
The little things i dont have to get excited about then set myself up for disapointment
i wish it would click when it closes
Maybe im really wishing i can put all of what im feelings in the locket and click it shut for ever
Can we just shove the lump in my throat that i cant swollow in there
Just instead of pictures
opening it and tracing my thumb along the inside picture rim
then snaping it shut
my teeth runalong the chep golden back
The tast of this gold metele is sadness
A kick in the stomach
The little gold sad tasting locket

The journy you take called Life

Look across the plains as you fear the journey your about to overcome.
Its a stright shot as far as you can see.
So why the fear?
Just walk stright
Fearing your alone to do this?
People my just get in your way.
The lonliness may lead you to comfort because all you can do now is stay focused.
Focus on the glimmers of the sand in the day and the brightness of the stars in the night because that maybe the only guideence that holds you throughout.
For now no ones your friend.
Befrind the stars and the sun they listen but dont speak a sound.
Frustrated yet?
Ill come slowly
Slowly just to reach your mind
So now your frustrated becaues your friend your only friends the sun and stars wont anwers your questions about where to go what steps to take
Its all you
This is your life
But...
If you just listen and understand the scilence there screaming YELLING at you stright all you have to do is go stright!
So devolop a way to speak the lanquage of scialance.
Stright shot
Then your there to reach all your answers to reach who you are who you have become
But for now every moment every step will be impacted will be a footprint in the soil of the plain never to be erased!
Pressures on
You cant redo it! If you did everything would change
What you did will lead up to who you have become
Thats why you cant redo
But right now you dont relize that
So think
And think
Befor you take this first step of the journey on long lasting plains.
Because step after step cant go back
You took the first one now only 3000 more to go.
Let the journey of life begin.

Sleep on it

When you think of a place you want to go its close to a person you love.
Its where memories lie beneth the big willow trees.
May be the simple basic thing that one other sees.
To you its so much more.
Every blade of grass is ment to be.
Where you rome recklessly chain free.
Wanting to fly.
Do i ever have to come down?

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~If you love something let it go If it comes back to you its yours If it doest it never was~

Words can never say

Lisening to a song will set her off
Set her off to be mad at you
To miss you
To remember
To cry
To feel
She says you could of stayed longer!
She knew it was comming
She thought about it that day
She ignored it
But its your fault you could of stayed
Now your gone shes never going to see you again
What if we dont remember in the after life so everyone is at peace what then
She sayed good-bye out of her mouth
But shes still longing to out of her heart
She hast been back to his house his kingdom his place called home
How does she know your listening to her
Words can never say

Another day

So sick of everyone being alike! I'm just so tired of it! I'm trying yo break away from everyone and kinda have my own thing going on :/ I feel embarrassed that i let people persuade what i liked sometimes that's gonna end now. Well just another day i guess. Now I'm waiting to go to Almosa. Wish i can say here i come . . . here, I'm coming home. That's always felt like home to me. Even though i wast born there or raised its just home no way to explain the feeling i get... There is something about being away and there and wanted and unwanted and in closed and so open at the same time when I'm there. Outta collage I'm there!